Thank you!

[prettygoodyear]

Today I had my belated performance interview at work with my boss. He asked me if there was anything I wanted to share/say to which I replied I did. Told him how the past couple of months, with me teaching another class as a substitute teacher was quite intense. But that he also, in one of our talks, had pointed out to me what my qualities are. And that it had me thinking. That I feel like I miss something while teaching etc...That I went exploring and came across children's coaching. That it's a training that I would like to do. I was really calm and felt confident. And it showed and worked cause he instantly told me that if this was something I wanted to do, I should do it and he would try his best to help me out as much as he could financially. It really was an equal conversation we had. He was really positive towards me. Pointed out my qualities again, was saying he didn't really know what a children's coach would be exactly, but that he knew it would be right for me. All in all it was just such an inspiring talk, one in which I felt so confident and strong.

So...next year April, or maybe a bit later, I will start the children's coach training! I finally focus on my future instead of the past. I finally feel confident and strong and hopefully instead of someone who's full of fear and doubt. Which is wonderful.

Also had my final meeting with Emil, the counselor today. Was good too. He told me he was proud of me. I've accomplished so much in the last 9 months. He told me I was a quick student. Seeing him was really one of the best things I could have done. He helped me to get my life back. Of course I also needed to do a lot of work, but he was the right person at the right time to help me figure it all out. Blissful really!