Amazing how a week off can seem and feel so long just when it's about to start, and feels extremely short afterwards. I had so many plans for this week. Lazy plans mostly. But ended up doing so much. All fun things, really, but made the week go by too fast as well!
And tomorrow back to work, the old way again it seems. Colleague is supposed to come back to work again which means I have to teach three different classes again, which causes so much stress already I don't even want to go back. Teaching one class, my own, was so lovely and it lasted too short. And it just made me realize I don't want to do a billion different things in a week. I don't want the stress of different classes, don't want the stress of teaching children for only 2 hours or so a week, which basically means you can never bond. I don't want all of these things anymore, but I have to. Sucks big time.
I want to teach my own class, so that I don't have to stress and worry so much. Sigh.
And tomorrow back to work, the old way again it seems. Colleague is supposed to come back to work again which means I have to teach three different classes again, which causes so much stress already I don't even want to go back. Teaching one class, my own, was so lovely and it lasted too short. And it just made me realize I don't want to do a billion different things in a week. I don't want the stress of different classes, don't want the stress of teaching children for only 2 hours or so a week, which basically means you can never bond. I don't want all of these things anymore, but I have to. Sucks big time.
I want to teach my own class, so that I don't have to stress and worry so much. Sigh.
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