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 So breast cancer it is. Holy fuck and shit and goddamn! I still can't believe it's real and it freaks me out so much! I know lots of women have dealt with this and I will deal with it as well, but it's slowly sinking in and becoming more real. Will need to be operated, get chemo, etc...They have no idea what kind of cancer it is, what caused it etc...It looks promising enough and I will hear soon enough.

Right now I wish I could run away from it all, or open my eyes en realise it's been all a bad, bad dream. Ireland is not happening this year, work won't happen either for a while. I will survive, I'll get out of this even stronger than before and at least I know how close we are as a family.

I need another good cry and then a good night of sleep as well. But fuck!



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