Alone time
7 November 2010 19:19I think that when you spend a lot of time on your own, you get so used to it, it gets harder and harder to be around people 24/7. Then again: when Judy was here last year, it didn't feel tiresome at all. I was afraid it would be, but it didn't. It was actually just nice.
I find it extremely confusing this whole being sensitive stuff. I still don't really know when it's me or someone else and what to do about it. At least I managed to be more expressive. She said this morning she wanted to leave at 1 o'clock, but I asked her if it would be okay if she left a bit earlier because I needed some of this Sunday to myself. Silly maybe, I dunno, but my head was full, even after a night of good sleep. I just needed my space back.
Maybe we're just too different, I dunno. And maybe it's just because I shouldn't be doing these things during a weekend, after a week full of work. Sigh. I wish I understand myself better sometimes.
Anyway...the rest of today just felt weird. Still does. Hmmm...
I find it extremely confusing this whole being sensitive stuff. I still don't really know when it's me or someone else and what to do about it. At least I managed to be more expressive. She said this morning she wanted to leave at 1 o'clock, but I asked her if it would be okay if she left a bit earlier because I needed some of this Sunday to myself. Silly maybe, I dunno, but my head was full, even after a night of good sleep. I just needed my space back.
Maybe we're just too different, I dunno. And maybe it's just because I shouldn't be doing these things during a weekend, after a week full of work. Sigh. I wish I understand myself better sometimes.
Anyway...the rest of today just felt weird. Still does. Hmmm...
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