After being stuck in the poetry section of The Pool (http://prologue.proboards12.com) i finally got me an on-line journal.
It's so much easier for me to type things, instead of writing them down. Imagine that...4 years ago I didn't even know how the internet worked, and now i can hardly live without it anymore.
Anyway...I'm so stuck right now. Been stuck for ages now. Have to force myself to get up in the mornings, have to force myself to live. It's getting harder and harder and harder to be on this planet. I used to be able to enjoy it, but it's just getting harder and harder. I feel so not at home here, I feel like such an alien. I miss sharing deeper thoughts with people, I miss having deep conversations with people, I miss being understood. Right now i just HATE my life and life in general. And i really, really wish it would all come to an end real quick..so I would be free again. So i would be me again...
It's so much easier for me to type things, instead of writing them down. Imagine that...4 years ago I didn't even know how the internet worked, and now i can hardly live without it anymore.
Anyway...I'm so stuck right now. Been stuck for ages now. Have to force myself to get up in the mornings, have to force myself to live. It's getting harder and harder and harder to be on this planet. I used to be able to enjoy it, but it's just getting harder and harder. I feel so not at home here, I feel like such an alien. I miss sharing deeper thoughts with people, I miss having deep conversations with people, I miss being understood. Right now i just HATE my life and life in general. And i really, really wish it would all come to an end real quick..so I would be free again. So i would be me again...
