I wish there was a way for me to be just happy with how things are these days. I wish I would be able to just accept things. I doubt so many things, I never feel completely safe and happy. I wish there was a place I could go to, far away from here. A place where I could be alone with my thoughts, where the sun would always shine, where it would always be warm. Where i could go for a swim or a walk, where I could just be me again.
But it's not likely these things will happen, so i just have to try to make the best out of my life as how it is today. But it's still so, so hard :(
