I had a full, though fun weekend. My nieces were wonderful, as always. We went to an aircraft museum and also to the pool.
But because of a full weekend and working fulltime and a stressful, full week ahead of me my anxiety is huge right now. I can't control my breathing and my heart is constantly pounding. I have parent meetings this week, someone is coming to observe a lesson of mine, which I dread because low self-esteem and just...I don't like being watched. At the end of the week 2 colleagues of mine will be on an early break which means we don't have any leading characters at work, which means I have to go on no matter what. I usually do, but just the fact that there is no other option isn't helping my anxiety.
I'm just counting the days till the end of the week, because then I have a week off. But god I don't want any of this right now.
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But because of a full weekend and working fulltime and a stressful, full week ahead of me my anxiety is huge right now. I can't control my breathing and my heart is constantly pounding. I have parent meetings this week, someone is coming to observe a lesson of mine, which I dread because low self-esteem and just...I don't like being watched. At the end of the week 2 colleagues of mine will be on an early break which means we don't have any leading characters at work, which means I have to go on no matter what. I usually do, but just the fact that there is no other option isn't helping my anxiety.
I'm just counting the days till the end of the week, because then I have a week off. But god I don't want any of this right now.
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