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I feel totally empty right now...my house if a goddamn fucking mess, I wanna make a beautiful card for my mom, I have to do this and that and i just feel numb...can't stay focused on anything. Work was like a living hell today, at 1 o'clock I was just so tired...everything seems to be too much right now. And the thing is...once you feel down, and things aren't go the way you wan't them to go, you're feeling more down etc...etc... downward spiral...blah