le sigh

[prettygoodyear]

Every Sunday night, my hearts start beating like a maniac cause I have a whole new week of work ahead. This week it's even worse, cause I have a fucked up weekend lying ahead of me. After i have had Tuesday off this week, I will work from Wednesday till Monday..so even on Saturday and Sunday. Friday will be the worst day, cause I have to do stuff I'm never good at, and I always feel stupid then. And Sunday, cause after a whole day of 'fun', we have to clean up the mess AND then later that night I have to go to a school party. Now being the HSP that I am, it means bad stuff. I remember it from all years before. I sure had some fun those days, of course, but it floors me as well. But if I don't go to the party, people won't understand...they never do...