yeah...whatever
16 December 2004 23:35![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
prettygoodyearI'm not going to try anymore...not going to wonder anymore...whatever...that should become my new attitude. Cause whatever the fuck you do, it's never good enough...ever...
My mom was right the other day: There's too much negativity in the air these days. And it's hard to get away from it. To fight it. To still be able to see good things and all. It's not even hard, but almost impossible. I'm not going to try anymore...whatever that trying may be. I'm sick of being told what to do, sick of being stared at, sick of anything really.
I used to be a nice, caring, friendly, spiritual person. I'm not sure i am anymore...I can feel myself turn into a bitch. Even when I have no intention at all. Maybe that's the new me...but like I said before: whatever...WHATEVER. It's never good enough anyway, whatever way it is.
My mom was right the other day: There's too much negativity in the air these days. And it's hard to get away from it. To fight it. To still be able to see good things and all. It's not even hard, but almost impossible. I'm not going to try anymore...whatever that trying may be. I'm sick of being told what to do, sick of being stared at, sick of anything really.
I used to be a nice, caring, friendly, spiritual person. I'm not sure i am anymore...I can feel myself turn into a bitch. Even when I have no intention at all. Maybe that's the new me...but like I said before: whatever...WHATEVER. It's never good enough anyway, whatever way it is.
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Date: 16/12/04 16:25 (UTC)it's always enough from you! more than enough!
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Date: 17/12/04 12:37 (UTC)