Well I know it's just a spring haze

Okay...I never run out of money. In fact: I always want a certain amount of money on my bank account, just for the safety of it. Ever since I started working and moved into this apartment there has been more then enough money on my bank account and i never had to worry about the money. I even decided to safe some money on an internet bank account, because that would allow me to have a safety pot, just in case. Anyway...this month I've spend a little bit too much money at once (something I never do!). I just look up my bank account and there's only little over 20 bucks on there. YIKES!!!!!!! I don't know what happened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =8o

There have been some expenses:

- rent: over 400 bucks
- gym: almost 300 bucks for an entire year
- new tv plus a painting/photo poster and some other things: 900+ bucks
- domain name + host: 120 bucks

I'm in shock...this has never happened to me before. I never ever spend so much money in just one month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just booked some money back from my internet account, but they can only do that by Monday...monday!!!!!!!!! and I feel shit about it. I shouldn't, cause a months before that I booked a lot of money into the internet account, but still...fuck man....I never have so little money on my account and I feel so terrible about it. I always try to handle my money with care, so this really comes as a big shock....:-/

I really need to cut down on the spending next month...yikes...