Day 2 - 20 facts about me:
1. I'm very sensitive to noise/sounds. I always wear earplugs when I go to sleep. I sometimes even wear them during the day to get away from the world.
2. I don't have a driver's license. I really want to be able to drive in order to experience the freedom, but don't want the hassle of lessons and exams. I'm also too insecure to think I could learn it.
3. In 2002 I went to Ireland for 3 months all on my own. It was right after I finished college. I had saved up some money, learned that Australia was too expensive and so went with Ireland instead even though I didn't know anything about the country. Best thing I ever did.
4. I have been an obsessive fan of Tori Amos for years, until recently. I used to think she was the most amazing person alive who made the most amazing music. Recently I don't care at all for her persona, and I can't remember when she released any good music.
5. I love to read. It's my escape from reality.
6. I am not a people person at all. Prefer to do things on my own and find it difficult to live around different people. People often scare me.
7. I am a true introvert. It often upsets and confuses me cause the world often prefers extraverts.
8. I am overweight, a lot. Like 30+ kilos a lot.
9. I don't have a lot of self-esteem. Which often results in me fearing a lot of things because I think I'm not good at it/not good enough.
10. If I had more than enough money I'd buy a house in Killarney, Ireland. Because if there ever was a place on this planet I feel most at home, it is there.
11. I don't like shopping, but love visiting all kinds of bookstores.
12. I often stay up way too late always regretting it in the morning.
13. I have never been in a relationship, ever. I think #6 and #9 of this list have a lot to do with it.
14. Spring is my favorite season of all, because everything starts to come to life again. I do appreciate all seasons, though like Winter the least cause…
15. …I can't handle cold very well. It hurts my body.
16. Nobody, not even my family, truly know me.
17. I don't know what I'm really, really good at in this life, besides being truly mindful when there is no work involved and I can do whatever the fuck I want.
18. I love to photograph, but don't do it often enough.
19. I'm usually a lazy slob. I hate doing chores around the house which often results in a mess. I often find it useless: you clean and then it instantly get dirty again. Over and over again. I often wish the Harry Potter world was real so I could do a spell so it would be done for me.
20. I have great admiration for the universe. It also often scares me to think about it. My brain can't phantom that it is endlessly big, that there once was nothing etc…it still freaks me out and can quite easily keep me up for hours, feeling terrified.
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