Sometimes

[prettygoodyear]

Sometimes it's better to know nothing about something, cause then it can't upset you, disappoint you or hurt you.

Fuck...all week I've tried to get tickets to Tori's show in Rotterdam. all because I wanted to be at the sound check so badly. It ain't happening though, as usual. I've tried to think positive thoughts all week long, said this mantra that I would be at the sound check etc...etc..It didn't help one bit. And as soon as heard that they called someone else back for the final time I just started to cry. I couldn't make it to the booksigning because of all the snow out there, I couldn't make it to the radio show cause I didn't win that contest either. And now this. It's stupid really that this upsets me like it does, cause after all, it's *only* Tori. But I've heard so many stories from so many people who had the chance to meet her in person, and how awesome that was and I'm just still not one of them...

I know I should feel happy about being able to see her in concert twice and all, but this is something I want for so long now. And the fact that out of all people who won, only one is a real fan, is just even more upsetting.

But we'll survive this as well, it's not the end of the world bla bla bla. But still, it SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[foolissshginger.livejournal.com]

Awww, hun... *HUGE HUGS* I really can relate. This sucks! And so agree with: 'Sometimes it's better to know nothing about something, cause then it can't upset you, disappoint you or hurt you'... so sad... and yet so true. I know one day we'll be able to talk to her, Nancy. We need to believe in it.

Maybe we need to go to her house one day and just ring her door! :oD lol.