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prettygoodyear New people on my f-list and I haven't even managed to read everything or even respond to anything. I feel the need to apologize for this, although it's not on purpose.
Chemo II happened 1,5 weeks ago, and last week was a bad, bad week. Medication to prevent nausea wasn't working at all and I was even worse off than the first round of chemo. Today is the first day I really start to feel alive again a bit, but the outside world is still too much to really focus on.
Frits the cat also got ill today and this evening I took him to the vet. It's still not clear to say what it is, but the vet thought it could be some kind of allergy. Which is hard to say really with cats without doing more tests and even then... My mom went with me and she took over the conversation at one point because I just couldn't think straight anymore. There is my illness, my recovery from last week, my love for this being and just everything. In the end the vet gave him the same meds as 6 months ago, but this time through an injection, because giving him pills is hard as it is, and right now just not doable. Will have to return to the vet tomorrow to see how he's doing and then every other day for his AB-injection.
I'm exhausted. The thought of Frits being ill is just too much. I don't want him to be in pain, I also don't want to lose him just yet. And there's all my healing as well, and the dealing with this cancer.
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Chemo II happened 1,5 weeks ago, and last week was a bad, bad week. Medication to prevent nausea wasn't working at all and I was even worse off than the first round of chemo. Today is the first day I really start to feel alive again a bit, but the outside world is still too much to really focus on.
Frits the cat also got ill today and this evening I took him to the vet. It's still not clear to say what it is, but the vet thought it could be some kind of allergy. Which is hard to say really with cats without doing more tests and even then... My mom went with me and she took over the conversation at one point because I just couldn't think straight anymore. There is my illness, my recovery from last week, my love for this being and just everything. In the end the vet gave him the same meds as 6 months ago, but this time through an injection, because giving him pills is hard as it is, and right now just not doable. Will have to return to the vet tomorrow to see how he's doing and then every other day for his AB-injection.
I'm exhausted. The thought of Frits being ill is just too much. I don't want him to be in pain, I also don't want to lose him just yet. And there's all my healing as well, and the dealing with this cancer.
This entry was originally posted at http://prettygoodyear.dreamwidth.org/294080.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
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