sometimes

[prettygoodyear]

sometimes i wish I was more open with people, so they would get more open with me and i would maybe have more in this world I could turn to, and i would have more people around who would make me feel I'm something important too...too many times I feel like I go by more unnoticed than I want...

but maybe that's just my fucked up mind right now..but if i see what people who DO speak more often reach in life...well...it makes me sad...really, really sad...it makes me feel so worthless.

And why can't I just be happy with what I have now...why do I want more..why do i always compare myself with others? Maybe because I envy them, or wanna be more like them, or think they are better, sweeter, nices, cuter and more loved than me...

I'm hopeless

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