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prettygoodyear I'm not great with people visiting me in my house. A short coffee visit, ANNOUNCED!, is fine (unannounced is a serious NO), but people in my house for an entire day or even weekend...nope.
I know this. My home is my sacred place and it's the place where I can recharge myself. Yet somehow I managed, once again, to invite a friend over for next weekend. I actually invited her over for last weekend, but cancelled due to not feeling well. I seriously do not know why I still do this to myself. I love her dearly, I do, but just not for an entire weekend. Especially not now with school reports that need to be written. But also just in general: I am not made to have people in my comfort zone for that many hours.
I'm probably weird this way, but I've learned to not care about that so much anymore. Now to learn to really not put myself in these kind of situations again. I'm not good with it, I don't enjoy it as much as I should etc...
When will I learn...
(also: I know I'm not always commenting much on other peoples journals or comments. I know I don't need to explain myself, but yet again feel like I should. I do read you, I just tend to only commend when I feel like I've actually got something (useful) to say.)
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I know this. My home is my sacred place and it's the place where I can recharge myself. Yet somehow I managed, once again, to invite a friend over for next weekend. I actually invited her over for last weekend, but cancelled due to not feeling well. I seriously do not know why I still do this to myself. I love her dearly, I do, but just not for an entire weekend. Especially not now with school reports that need to be written. But also just in general: I am not made to have people in my comfort zone for that many hours.
I'm probably weird this way, but I've learned to not care about that so much anymore. Now to learn to really not put myself in these kind of situations again. I'm not good with it, I don't enjoy it as much as I should etc...
When will I learn...
(also: I know I'm not always commenting much on other peoples journals or comments. I know I don't need to explain myself, but yet again feel like I should. I do read you, I just tend to only commend when I feel like I've actually got something (useful) to say.)
This entry was originally posted at http://prettygoodyear.dreamwidth.org/267039.html. Please comment there using OpenID.
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Date: 31/1/14 05:56 (UTC)Such anxiety. Wow.
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Date: 2/2/14 18:26 (UTC)