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So...work is still insane. It's getting better now that there's a date in sight that marks the end. However...it's been stressful, emotionally. As in: fucked up nights and dreams, feeling so super tired long before midnight etc...
This weekend I decided I'd call in sick this week just to get some energy back. But of course I can't just call in sick. Nature decided to help me though and gave me a cold: headache, soar throat, cold etc...All my muscles ache. Had a fucked up night last night cause of the muscle ache and really weird dreams. So...the decision to finally call in sick for 2 days was made. My body is now telling me to get some rest and energy back.
Of course my boss had to call this afternoon. This other colleague has been ill since yesterday and won't be able to make it into work tomorrow either so if I could teach. I told him I'm not even sure I'll be able to make it into work tomorrow either. I'd let him know tonight. Of course I won't go into work. I may not even be *this* ill, but still. Because really...this other colleague who's got NO class to teach whatsoever, who taught this one class for 1,5 hours yesterday, who's only ready to do fun stuff, nothing else, who's overpaid etc...will be in school tomorrow doing nothing, again. He gets paid more money than me, yet doesn't do much for it. It's no longer my problem anymore. Let him work his ass off for once. I'm calling in sick for the rest of the week. Next week, Tuesday, I'll show up for work again, not this week though.
It feels good. Wonderful. Some time to myself. I dragged my pillow and duvet downstairs and I'll just pamper myself. Some tea, some movies and just nothing else. Without feeling guilty.
This weekend I decided I'd call in sick this week just to get some energy back. But of course I can't just call in sick. Nature decided to help me though and gave me a cold: headache, soar throat, cold etc...All my muscles ache. Had a fucked up night last night cause of the muscle ache and really weird dreams. So...the decision to finally call in sick for 2 days was made. My body is now telling me to get some rest and energy back.
Of course my boss had to call this afternoon. This other colleague has been ill since yesterday and won't be able to make it into work tomorrow either so if I could teach. I told him I'm not even sure I'll be able to make it into work tomorrow either. I'd let him know tonight. Of course I won't go into work. I may not even be *this* ill, but still. Because really...this other colleague who's got NO class to teach whatsoever, who taught this one class for 1,5 hours yesterday, who's only ready to do fun stuff, nothing else, who's overpaid etc...will be in school tomorrow doing nothing, again. He gets paid more money than me, yet doesn't do much for it. It's no longer my problem anymore. Let him work his ass off for once. I'm calling in sick for the rest of the week. Next week, Tuesday, I'll show up for work again, not this week though.
It feels good. Wonderful. Some time to myself. I dragged my pillow and duvet downstairs and I'll just pamper myself. Some tea, some movies and just nothing else. Without feeling guilty.