I don't know why, but the last couple of nights I've been having the weirdest dreams, often wake up in the middle of the night, half awake, half asleep, and then not being able to fall back to sleep for like an hour. Last night I just had a creepy dream. My sister had died, which was awful as it was. But my mom and dad where sorta kinda almost dead as well. They were 'there' but about to go to the other side. It freaked me out. I would be the only one left of the family: no kids, no relationship, just me. And I asked my mom and dad to allow me to die as well so we all would be together again. But then I realized there was still Frits and Timmie (my parent's cat) who I couldn't leave behind. It was such a weird, freaky dream. Pretty much set the mood for the rest of the day. What a fucked up dream. Brrr.
Oh...and did you know you can take courses in journal/ diary writing? WTF? Why would you need to learn that? Haha
Oh...and did you know you can take courses in journal/ diary writing? WTF? Why would you need to learn that? Haha
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