oooh the stress....
23 May 2005 20:35It's always like this: final months of school and all of sudden it gets stressful again. I was just talking to my colleague about it today and she had the same thoughts on it.
The last two weeks or so things were pretty quiet and stress free, but there was this feeling of: soon it's going to be stressful again and there's nothing I can do about it.
Stress zone has been entered today though.
1. Camp in less than 4 weeks: need to visit the location, need to come up with games and stuff to do, need to inform parent's who come along, need to sort this and that out, need to do grocery shopping
2. Camp in less than two weeks: I was, again, stupid enough to go on a camp with another class again. That will happen in just 2 weeks from now
3. Weekend away with a couple of friends this weekend. It's not the best time of the year to plan it. I'm so not in the mood for it. I just want the weekend off...
4. Meetings, meetings, meetings at school about this and that
5. Writing reports
6. Create stuff for the final school paper this week
7. Tori weekend in just three weeks! It's SO much fun, yet it's just another thing that's on my mind.
And I can go and on and on. And the thing is: I can't do anything really do shorten the list. There's nothing I can do right now, so it's all in my head which causes even more stress.
Last year was even worse though, since i worked full time back then. I remember I cried and cried the last couple of weeks.
Anyway...it's all things I'll survive, it's just...all these things are in my head which always freaks me out, lol. All day long I'm like: "oooh...need to do this and that!" "oh fuck, need to make sure this and that will work out!" I'm writing down fucking notes all the time, hahahaha
The last two weeks or so things were pretty quiet and stress free, but there was this feeling of: soon it's going to be stressful again and there's nothing I can do about it.
Stress zone has been entered today though.
1. Camp in less than 4 weeks: need to visit the location, need to come up with games and stuff to do, need to inform parent's who come along, need to sort this and that out, need to do grocery shopping
2. Camp in less than two weeks: I was, again, stupid enough to go on a camp with another class again. That will happen in just 2 weeks from now
3. Weekend away with a couple of friends this weekend. It's not the best time of the year to plan it. I'm so not in the mood for it. I just want the weekend off...
4. Meetings, meetings, meetings at school about this and that
5. Writing reports
6. Create stuff for the final school paper this week
7. Tori weekend in just three weeks! It's SO much fun, yet it's just another thing that's on my mind.
And I can go and on and on. And the thing is: I can't do anything really do shorten the list. There's nothing I can do right now, so it's all in my head which causes even more stress.
Last year was even worse though, since i worked full time back then. I remember I cried and cried the last couple of weeks.
Anyway...it's all things I'll survive, it's just...all these things are in my head which always freaks me out, lol. All day long I'm like: "oooh...need to do this and that!" "oh fuck, need to make sure this and that will work out!" I'm writing down fucking notes all the time, hahahaha
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