yah...thought I'd post some random rambles again, hahaha!
Two weeks ago I was visiting my parents and sister and we decided to go for a short ride in their car. I've forgotten where we were heading for, BUT....at one point we arrived at this huge, empty parking lot. Now, I'm 26 and I still don't have a drivers license. I'm too chicken to take lessons. Seriously...when I think about the exam I die a million deaths. Anyway....they sorta pushed me to take place behind the steering wheel. I didn't want to (it freaked me out!) but I finally did. I drove a whole 25 meters. Gosh...25 fucking meters and the speed was about....5 km per hour. And seriously, I HATED it. It freaked me out even more. Now I don't only have a terrible fear for the exam, I have a terrible fear for any car as well, lol. EVERYONE seems to be driving those fucking cars and I'm just scared, hahahaha.
I seriously made up my mind though: I won't take any lessons. I will force myself to take lessons by the time I will bring a visit to Australia (cause I want to be able to drive a car there...yeah...I'm weird...don't ask...scared of driving a car, but making an exception for Australia...uhm....so yeah, nevermind :P), but otherwise I'll never ever take lessons.
Another ramble: this weekend two girls from my class were supposed to stay over for the weekend. They saw my apartment a few weeks ago, loved it and just asked me if they could come over for a weekend. I was all fine with that as long as their parents agreed. Anyway...yesterday my boss and I had a chat with those two girls and two of their friends. Even though they are great kids, they have this bad habit of not always showing respect. My boss wanted to talk to them about it, and asked me to be there as well. In the end these two girls didn't show any kind of respect. And it left both my boss and I totally confused.
So, today I called the girls in and told them that I just couldn't invite them over this weekend and do all kinds of fun stuff while the day before we were having the biggest argument ever that wasn't solved yet.
I feel weird about it, on one hand I feel like I let them down, but on the other hand, I really can't pretend it's all okay again while their obviously is still an issue there.
So, yeah...sometimes it sucks being a teacher, especially when kids in your class are hurt and you can't get through them and indirectly you hurt them even more...:(
Right...some more ramblings to post? Well, yeah...it annoys me that for weeks now I'm totally not creative anymore. Not too long ago there was a time when I wrote loads of thoughts down, or stories, or poems. But lately all I can write down are these silly ramblings in my Livejournal. Nothing else. ACK! It feels like my head is totally empty, which is frustrating as hell cause I always felt like writing was at least one thing I could really do.
I guess it'll come back to me eventually, but I just miss it right now, it's like a part of me is missing.
Well...that's been enough ramblings for today :D
Two weeks ago I was visiting my parents and sister and we decided to go for a short ride in their car. I've forgotten where we were heading for, BUT....at one point we arrived at this huge, empty parking lot. Now, I'm 26 and I still don't have a drivers license. I'm too chicken to take lessons. Seriously...when I think about the exam I die a million deaths. Anyway....they sorta pushed me to take place behind the steering wheel. I didn't want to (it freaked me out!) but I finally did. I drove a whole 25 meters. Gosh...25 fucking meters and the speed was about....5 km per hour. And seriously, I HATED it. It freaked me out even more. Now I don't only have a terrible fear for the exam, I have a terrible fear for any car as well, lol. EVERYONE seems to be driving those fucking cars and I'm just scared, hahahaha.
I seriously made up my mind though: I won't take any lessons. I will force myself to take lessons by the time I will bring a visit to Australia (cause I want to be able to drive a car there...yeah...I'm weird...don't ask...scared of driving a car, but making an exception for Australia...uhm....so yeah, nevermind :P), but otherwise I'll never ever take lessons.
Another ramble: this weekend two girls from my class were supposed to stay over for the weekend. They saw my apartment a few weeks ago, loved it and just asked me if they could come over for a weekend. I was all fine with that as long as their parents agreed. Anyway...yesterday my boss and I had a chat with those two girls and two of their friends. Even though they are great kids, they have this bad habit of not always showing respect. My boss wanted to talk to them about it, and asked me to be there as well. In the end these two girls didn't show any kind of respect. And it left both my boss and I totally confused.
So, today I called the girls in and told them that I just couldn't invite them over this weekend and do all kinds of fun stuff while the day before we were having the biggest argument ever that wasn't solved yet.
I feel weird about it, on one hand I feel like I let them down, but on the other hand, I really can't pretend it's all okay again while their obviously is still an issue there.
So, yeah...sometimes it sucks being a teacher, especially when kids in your class are hurt and you can't get through them and indirectly you hurt them even more...:(
Right...some more ramblings to post? Well, yeah...it annoys me that for weeks now I'm totally not creative anymore. Not too long ago there was a time when I wrote loads of thoughts down, or stories, or poems. But lately all I can write down are these silly ramblings in my Livejournal. Nothing else. ACK! It feels like my head is totally empty, which is frustrating as hell cause I always felt like writing was at least one thing I could really do.
I guess it'll come back to me eventually, but I just miss it right now, it's like a part of me is missing.
Well...that's been enough ramblings for today :D
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