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I actually have to go to the gym today, cause I didn't go there last week either. But I just can't force myself to go there. All those stupid machines. I'm just lazy. Too lazy. And I look at my belly and realize some workout would do my belly some good, cause there's too much fat down there, lol. But then again: one hour of gym a week won't really make it flat either. I need to get myself some exercises that I can do at home AND actually do them as well. Hahahaha....blegh...and so many people can force themselves to go the gym at least once a week, and I've been there a couple of times and just hate it. I find it soooooooo stupid, even though I think I need it. But I find it such a waste of my time. Shame. Now nothing's gonna change.

Ooh well...maybe next week I'll be able to force myself in there again. And then I'll go.

ooh exciting

I have an appointment tomorrow to go and see a house I *might* be able to buy. It's in the area I grew up in, quiet and with a large garden. I'm still not sure I earn enough to get me the house, cause the prices are just insane. But I will just go and visit the house tomorrow. On one hand I really want that house, but it stresses my out so much because it's a lot of money, and well, I can afford it probably, but still...buying a house is so much more insecure than renting it (well, that's how I feel it). I will just have to wait and see tomorrow and cross my fingers. I hope it will look okay, and I also hope that all circumstances are okay for me so that I can buy it. On moments like these though I wish we didn't have this fucking euro. In just three years time house prices doubled. While my income even lowered a bit. How insane and how unfair. It's impossible now for me to buy a home, cause I'm single, I work four days a week as a teacher and just don't earn enough money.
Anyway...just crossing fingers now. If it goes like it went with the apartment that I have right now, then all will be fine. It's just a matter of trust though.