ooh exciting

[prettygoodyear]

I have an appointment tomorrow to go and see a house I *might* be able to buy. It's in the area I grew up in, quiet and with a large garden. I'm still not sure I earn enough to get me the house, cause the prices are just insane. But I will just go and visit the house tomorrow. On one hand I really want that house, but it stresses my out so much because it's a lot of money, and well, I can afford it probably, but still...buying a house is so much more insecure than renting it (well, that's how I feel it). I will just have to wait and see tomorrow and cross my fingers. I hope it will look okay, and I also hope that all circumstances are okay for me so that I can buy it. On moments like these though I wish we didn't have this fucking euro. In just three years time house prices doubled. While my income even lowered a bit. How insane and how unfair. It's impossible now for me to buy a home, cause I'm single, I work four days a week as a teacher and just don't earn enough money.
Anyway...just crossing fingers now. If it goes like it went with the apartment that I have right now, then all will be fine. It's just a matter of trust though.