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28 January 2005 22:23Funny, weird, indifferent...that pretty much describes me down to a T at the moment. It's not a bad feeling, just a weird feeling. This whole week has been a weird and strange week. And I feel like time is playing tricks on me. It isn't, of course, but it feels like it. It's like my body is miles ahead of my brain...or maybe I should put that differently: time is miles ahead of my mind...I don't know, maybe there's no words for it anyway.
It's only 10.17 PM right now, it feels like billion o'clock in the morning.
I'm tired these days, too much stuff is going on in my head. My dreams are exhausting each night, and I've been waking up in the middle of a dream too many times this week.
But I don't feel weak, or sad or down at all, in fact, I feel much stronger than I've been in a long time.
What leaves me a bit worried though, is that I feel distracted a lot from those I consider my friends. I feel like I haven't talked to most of them for the longest time. :(
Aaaaaanywaaaay...I feel like writing at the moment, but I have no clue at all what to write down. Maybe just a few thoughts, or little comments...maybe a short story. I don't know...I just know a few words have to get out of my mind right now...hahaha
It's only 10.17 PM right now, it feels like billion o'clock in the morning.
I'm tired these days, too much stuff is going on in my head. My dreams are exhausting each night, and I've been waking up in the middle of a dream too many times this week.
But I don't feel weak, or sad or down at all, in fact, I feel much stronger than I've been in a long time.
What leaves me a bit worried though, is that I feel distracted a lot from those I consider my friends. I feel like I haven't talked to most of them for the longest time. :(
Aaaaaanywaaaay...I feel like writing at the moment, but I have no clue at all what to write down. Maybe just a few thoughts, or little comments...maybe a short story. I don't know...I just know a few words have to get out of my mind right now...hahaha