I don't know what to do anymore, everything seems to slip through my fingers...I feel like i'm losing everything in life. It's all falling apart and i don't know where to go or what to do...i'm so scared, so sad, so upset and so hurt and I just don't know what to do now. It feels like it can't ever be fixed, old memories and feelings are crawling back to me, old fears. Oh god..I thought i had left it behind me, but now it's all coming back to me again...I want it to go away, i want everything to fine again. If life will keep on going to be like this...god..i can't handle all this pain anymore, i can't handle all this rejection anymore..i just can't...not again...dear god..just not again...
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