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prettygoodyear...why can't it be beautiful?
It's my week off this week. But it doesn't feel like it at all. My head is still full of too much stuff. I still have to scan several pictures because my sister is coming over for a visit tomorrow and she needs her pictures back. So...I'm all busy with that, which doesn't help me emptying my head. Then this weekend mom, me and my sister will go on a short holiday for three days. It should be fun. But right now even that is too much. I just want to stay at home. Work on the story I'm writing, sipping from a hot chocolate or tea, listening to Tori, watching stupid movies on TV, or other random TV shows. I don't want to do anything besides that. I don't want to think about anything else. No moles in my garden who fuck everything up, no household that needs to be taken care off, not even a weekend away for 2 days.
God..the thought of having to go back to work next week is killing me and freaking me out. I'm not ready for it. I am not.
I want to be left alone, I don't want to have to do anything. I want to call in sick for the next couple of months. I just really, really want to be left alone. I want to be in my own little world more than ever now cause it's all too much at the moment. It's just too much.
It's my week off this week. But it doesn't feel like it at all. My head is still full of too much stuff. I still have to scan several pictures because my sister is coming over for a visit tomorrow and she needs her pictures back. So...I'm all busy with that, which doesn't help me emptying my head. Then this weekend mom, me and my sister will go on a short holiday for three days. It should be fun. But right now even that is too much. I just want to stay at home. Work on the story I'm writing, sipping from a hot chocolate or tea, listening to Tori, watching stupid movies on TV, or other random TV shows. I don't want to do anything besides that. I don't want to think about anything else. No moles in my garden who fuck everything up, no household that needs to be taken care off, not even a weekend away for 2 days.
God..the thought of having to go back to work next week is killing me and freaking me out. I'm not ready for it. I am not.
I want to be left alone, I don't want to have to do anything. I want to call in sick for the next couple of months. I just really, really want to be left alone. I want to be in my own little world more than ever now cause it's all too much at the moment. It's just too much.
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