ugh

[prettygoodyear]

I had a couple of dreams in a row last night, all about the same subject and I had pretty much control over them as to what happened etc...But I wasn't really involved IN the dream. I was just watching it from the sideline. And the dreams were just so fucking real and nice, that I actually wanna go back to bed again, back to those dreams. It's been a long time since I had any dreams like these, so it's kinda weird to have the experience again, lol.

Man I feel so confused right now, like I haven't yet entered my body and soul for 100%, lol

weird, just weird