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17 November 2004 17:37![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
And you just go...from one day into another...and you just do your thing, but you forget how to live...you forget about yourself and in the end you die...
As a kid you notice the beauty, but through the years you forget. And you get distracted and you feel lost and you will die a little more each day.
And people come and people go and people say they do listen, but they never hear you speak. And you go by unnoticed...cause people close their eyes, too scared to really look, too scared to find out that there's more out there...
And I go, from one day into another, not knowing where the road leads me to, not knowing what purpose there is for me and I can feel myself dying a little more each day. And the easiest thing right now, seems to be pulling the plug. Just pull the plug and leave. Go back to where I came from, or just float a little, somewhere...but at least far away from here. And yes...today is a day I really would like to die...cause what's really left for me to stay here for? I forgot how to live along the road, so why not end it here?
Because I can't...
As a kid you notice the beauty, but through the years you forget. And you get distracted and you feel lost and you will die a little more each day.
And people come and people go and people say they do listen, but they never hear you speak. And you go by unnoticed...cause people close their eyes, too scared to really look, too scared to find out that there's more out there...
And I go, from one day into another, not knowing where the road leads me to, not knowing what purpose there is for me and I can feel myself dying a little more each day. And the easiest thing right now, seems to be pulling the plug. Just pull the plug and leave. Go back to where I came from, or just float a little, somewhere...but at least far away from here. And yes...today is a day I really would like to die...cause what's really left for me to stay here for? I forgot how to live along the road, so why not end it here?
Because I can't...