End of a holiday

[prettygoodyear]

Two days ago I arrived in Ireland. Had been looking forward to it for weeks. Upon arrival things felt a bit off, but I was also just tired. I think I somehow had sensed what would happen. Yesterday my niece was born. It had always been a possibility, just never thought she'd arrive 2 weeks early. I tried to enjoy my holiday but couldn't. I didn't enjoy myself at all and really just wanted to see my niece and sister. I woke up at 6.15 this morning panicking. Decided to see if I could take a plane home today i could. So here I am at the airport. I feel completely and utterly weird and not really in my body. But I'll see Madelief tomorrow. After that we'll see how i'll feel. Never in a million years did I think this would happen, I never looked forward to a holiday as much as I did this time.

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