WTF and oh no
10 May 2009 18:20Welll...first of all...Prison Break season 4 is INSANE! I have no idea how they can come up with all this stuff, but it's good this season, for real! Season 3 was kinda blegh, but this season is, by far, my most favorite season, along with season 1!!! For sure!
Then...back to work again tomorrow. I SO don't want to go. As usual after holidays. Have to set the alarm again, have to get up early in the morning and most of all, have to do work I'm still so insecure about. Tomorrow morning, instead of doing fun computer work, I'll have to teach another class, cause a colleague of mine has a wedding in Denmark today and will be back at home late at night, so she won't be there in the morning. Then in the afternoon I have to teach another class, which I always teach on Mondays, but which I don't really like either. It's not too bad, it's just always difficult to teach a class for only a few hours a week, cause you never bond with them and always have to be some kind of a bitch. Sucks.
The day I dread most if Wednesday though. I seriously do not like that day. I teach yet another class that day, for only a few hours and it just sucks. I don't like the kids, and it's just non-stop bitchiness from my side cause they are just never doing anything I want them to do. Which makes me doubt myself SO much. Thursday and Friday are both good days: I have my own class, full of lovely children and those are two days I enjoy. And of course, Tuesday is my day off.
I just don't want to go back to work. Which is very common for me after a holiday. Fear is creeping in already and gosh, I'm just dreading it so much. All will be fine tomorrow evening, of course, cause then it is as if this holiday never happened but right now....ugh.
Then...back to work again tomorrow. I SO don't want to go. As usual after holidays. Have to set the alarm again, have to get up early in the morning and most of all, have to do work I'm still so insecure about. Tomorrow morning, instead of doing fun computer work, I'll have to teach another class, cause a colleague of mine has a wedding in Denmark today and will be back at home late at night, so she won't be there in the morning. Then in the afternoon I have to teach another class, which I always teach on Mondays, but which I don't really like either. It's not too bad, it's just always difficult to teach a class for only a few hours a week, cause you never bond with them and always have to be some kind of a bitch. Sucks.
The day I dread most if Wednesday though. I seriously do not like that day. I teach yet another class that day, for only a few hours and it just sucks. I don't like the kids, and it's just non-stop bitchiness from my side cause they are just never doing anything I want them to do. Which makes me doubt myself SO much. Thursday and Friday are both good days: I have my own class, full of lovely children and those are two days I enjoy. And of course, Tuesday is my day off.
I just don't want to go back to work. Which is very common for me after a holiday. Fear is creeping in already and gosh, I'm just dreading it so much. All will be fine tomorrow evening, of course, cause then it is as if this holiday never happened but right now....ugh.
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