Today was just...ugh. I met up with 4 'friends'. I wasn't looking forward to it at all to begin with, for loads of different reasons. I only said yes to meeting up, cause certain things had to be discussed between us. But I soon realized the talk wouldn't be any real conversation any way and I also knew that I just wouldn't have any fun at all. And I was so right. I pick up so many energies and it just felt like I entered a bad b-movie or something. We're all so different and somehow I can't motivate myself to work with that. It's a long story how we met, and am not going to post that here. But, just...ugh. I was extremely quiet throughout the entire day and even a little bitchy. Which is stupid, but something that always seems to happen when I'm not really 'me' and happy.
Anyway...one friend who was there as well, and that I connect with a lot better, felt the same as me and we decided to have a drink together after everyone went home. We both just needed to reflect on the day before both going home. What a weird, weird day. I even have a headache from it. Good thing I have a whole other week off.
And can you believe it's been a whole week already since the amazing London tour? Seriously. See...that weekend was fun! Fun! Today...not so much. Made me miss last weekend even more. Sigh.
Oh well...better stop now since this entry is really full of silly thoughts, not making any sense to anyone but me and just full of crap!
To end this entry: I might go to Amsterdam tomorrow, just for the fun of it. Score me some CD's and maybe even a Timecapsule just so that I can finally back-up my MacBook.
Anyone still looking for an iMac btw? Ever since I have my MacBook it just sits there on my desk. And I feel SO bad about it. But I don't use it, at all anymore. I had the idea of using it as a TV, but so far: nothing. And really, I ADORE the iMac and whenever I do use it, I realize again how wonderful it is. But somehow I always end up using the MacBook since I can use it everywhere. But I feel guilty, extremely guilty for ignoring the iMac. I'm weird like that. Another sigh.
Really going to end this post now. Really. For real. Bye!
Anyway...one friend who was there as well, and that I connect with a lot better, felt the same as me and we decided to have a drink together after everyone went home. We both just needed to reflect on the day before both going home. What a weird, weird day. I even have a headache from it. Good thing I have a whole other week off.
And can you believe it's been a whole week already since the amazing London tour? Seriously. See...that weekend was fun! Fun! Today...not so much. Made me miss last weekend even more. Sigh.
Oh well...better stop now since this entry is really full of silly thoughts, not making any sense to anyone but me and just full of crap!
To end this entry: I might go to Amsterdam tomorrow, just for the fun of it. Score me some CD's and maybe even a Timecapsule just so that I can finally back-up my MacBook.
Anyone still looking for an iMac btw? Ever since I have my MacBook it just sits there on my desk. And I feel SO bad about it. But I don't use it, at all anymore. I had the idea of using it as a TV, but so far: nothing. And really, I ADORE the iMac and whenever I do use it, I realize again how wonderful it is. But somehow I always end up using the MacBook since I can use it everywhere. But I feel guilty, extremely guilty for ignoring the iMac. I'm weird like that. Another sigh.
Really going to end this post now. Really. For real. Bye!
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