Five weeks ago I thought it was time for a change: a change in eating habbits. No more sugar, no more sweets or unhealthy snacks. Well cooked dinners etc...Of course I want to lose weight with it, but most of all: I want to feel better. Cause my stomach seems to be a mess.
Anyway...five weeks on...five weeks in which I had some sugar, though not much and it tasted horrible. Five weeks in which I had to eat something unhealthy once a week. Nothing more, just once a week cause well...yeah. I managed to do it. Though maybe not completely, but I guess I will always complain.
Have I lost weight? No idea, am scared to step on a scale. Do I feel better? No. Not a bit. My stomach is still so upset. I think I can't eat anything anymore. Yoghurt? Cramps. Warm food? Cramps. Bread? Cramps. Milk products? Cramps. Bread? Cramps.
I had a fruit day today, until I got home and really needed some solid food. So I had two slices of bread with butter. Cramps. WTF? It's not funny, in fact, it's highly uncomfortable. Cause with the cramps also comes gas from time to time. Which is embarrassing.
I'm going to visit a friend this weekend, but I'm actually quite anxious about it. What if the cramps are still there and I can't even eat a proper deal? I shouldn't be so obsessed about it, but this is frustrating. Really, really frustrating!
Anyway...five weeks on...five weeks in which I had some sugar, though not much and it tasted horrible. Five weeks in which I had to eat something unhealthy once a week. Nothing more, just once a week cause well...yeah. I managed to do it. Though maybe not completely, but I guess I will always complain.
Have I lost weight? No idea, am scared to step on a scale. Do I feel better? No. Not a bit. My stomach is still so upset. I think I can't eat anything anymore. Yoghurt? Cramps. Warm food? Cramps. Bread? Cramps. Milk products? Cramps. Bread? Cramps.
I had a fruit day today, until I got home and really needed some solid food. So I had two slices of bread with butter. Cramps. WTF? It's not funny, in fact, it's highly uncomfortable. Cause with the cramps also comes gas from time to time. Which is embarrassing.
I'm going to visit a friend this weekend, but I'm actually quite anxious about it. What if the cramps are still there and I can't even eat a proper deal? I shouldn't be so obsessed about it, but this is frustrating. Really, really frustrating!
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