indeed, indeed
10 December 2008 21:12Yes, well, yesterday just really, really wasn't my day. I was so frustrated with everything. Happy I skipped work though! I got a bit more sleep, though I still woke up too early!
Today, after work, I visited a colleague, who, every three weeks, helps me to find my inner balance back. Which was just what I needed!
And then, to top it all, I wrote an email to a former friend today. A girl, who, last year, trash talked about me behind my back, but acted like nothing was wrong towards me.
We got in a touch again, since we both visit the same forum. Again, she acted like everything was just okay, but I soon learned that she still wasn't honest.
And really, she isn't a bad person at all. She just tries to please everyone. And she looks up to this one 'friend'.
Anyway...I got an other email from her, all personal and caring and I just HAD to send her a message about all the things I discovered and learned. Told her that if she really, really wants me to be her friend, she just has to be honest with me. Not tell me one thing, and then tell another person something else, trash talk about me etc...If she consider me her friend, she needs to show it. It was a really long email, but it felt so good to just send it.
For the first time ever I just really, really expressed myself towards a person I care about. Or used to care about. Have no idea how she will react, but to be honest: I don't even care. I just told her what had been bothering me for a long time.
Oh...and side note: this icon is made of win! Well..it made me laugh anyway. And I'm allowed, since I'm no slim person at all! :D
Today, after work, I visited a colleague, who, every three weeks, helps me to find my inner balance back. Which was just what I needed!
And then, to top it all, I wrote an email to a former friend today. A girl, who, last year, trash talked about me behind my back, but acted like nothing was wrong towards me.
We got in a touch again, since we both visit the same forum. Again, she acted like everything was just okay, but I soon learned that she still wasn't honest.
And really, she isn't a bad person at all. She just tries to please everyone. And she looks up to this one 'friend'.
Anyway...I got an other email from her, all personal and caring and I just HAD to send her a message about all the things I discovered and learned. Told her that if she really, really wants me to be her friend, she just has to be honest with me. Not tell me one thing, and then tell another person something else, trash talk about me etc...If she consider me her friend, she needs to show it. It was a really long email, but it felt so good to just send it.
For the first time ever I just really, really expressed myself towards a person I care about. Or used to care about. Have no idea how she will react, but to be honest: I don't even care. I just told her what had been bothering me for a long time.
Oh...and side note: this icon is made of win! Well..it made me laugh anyway. And I'm allowed, since I'm no slim person at all! :D
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