Don't touch me!

I got some kind of massage today. For the record: I don't like to be touched. Do not touch me cause I'll scream. For real. Weird habit of mine, can't help it.
It was therefor funny I got a massage today. When I woke up this morning I hadn't planned it. What I had planned was an appointment with someone who maybe could clear the mess that was inside my head. She did, but it required a massage. Thank god I could keep my clothes on, cause otherwise I would have ran out of there within seconds.

Anyway...it started quite nice. Just a soft touch I can handle. But then...she found all sorts of spots on my body that was tense and she butchered it. It was hell that lasted for a good 30 minutes. First on my back, then on my belly. She ended the session with grabbing my feet, telling me to relax. If it wasn't so horrible I would have laughed.

So all this sounds extremely negative, but the truth is...I feel better now. Well...not really better, better, cause right now I mostly feel bruised... But I feel better though, everything seems to be in the right place again, more balanced. I'm also extremely tired, but that seems to be quite normal. Sucks I have to go to work tonight, I could so do with a shower right now and then an early visit to my bed. Oh well...