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Went out painting again today. Finished the background (pretty much), but then I didn't know what to do next. Kinda scared as well. Decided to just draw on a piece of paper first, so I could screw up there. Which helpt. The background is all sorts of shades of red, and now I'm drawing all sorts of black, curled, lines on it. And the best thing about it is: it takes patience and time, but it is SO calming and relaxing. The class lasts for 2,5 hours, but after those 2,5 hours I didn't want to go home. I felt so calm and relaxed. And I have decided to go back there tomorrow evening, because that's possible. I'm enjoying myself so much, even though I lack any real talent, I think. But it really helps me to clear my mind. I'm thinking of buying some painting materials so that I can also paint at home whenever I want.