It's been long since I've been this tired. Yesterday just drained me. Had a school organization meeting the entire day. Five hundred people packed together in one not too big building. Took me several hours yesterday to get back to my normal self, but I still feel too tired. Am supposed to have my colleague over at my house tomorrow evening to get some work done, but just...no. It means I have to clean up some stuff right now, also means I have to do some grocery shopping tomorrow after school and just...no. There's also carnival at school tomorrow, so that will be draining as well.
He'll understand, he was the one who cancelled earlier on. Still. I'm only 28, but I feel so old after days like yesterday. I should go to bed now and get some sleep. Gosh, I just wish I could handle these things better. I really need to learn to shut myself off from all kinds of energies etc...I tried, but I just need some better ways that will really work for me.
He'll understand, he was the one who cancelled earlier on. Still. I'm only 28, but I feel so old after days like yesterday. I should go to bed now and get some sleep. Gosh, I just wish I could handle these things better. I really need to learn to shut myself off from all kinds of energies etc...I tried, but I just need some better ways that will really work for me.
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