"...like a good book, I can't put this day back"
What if...what if there would be no more Tori tours? No more new Tori music? Sometimes these thoughts creep into my mind and leave me upset and sad. Cause they are no welcoming thoughts at all.
The thought of not having any concert at all anymore, or no more new music is an unbearable thought. And why would I even think those things? Because I read the transcript of the Tori chat this evening. And there was this line, that was something like this: "And when I'm finished with the musical, there might be no more Epic left".
And then of course, there was also this other interview in which she mentioned there would be no more big world tours.
I can understand it all perfectly, surely I can. But...I'm on such a Tori hive these days. Been watching old videos, old performances and...gosh...
She's a part of my life for 11 years. She's been one of the biggest influences on my life. And there is so much I still have to tell her (yet I don't think it would ever happen though...), so much to thank her for. And I'm just not ready to part with it all yet.
And I know nothing is going to happen, but sometimes it just feels like this could be the end of things, and what if it is?
Sometimes I shouldn't think so much. Sometimes I shouldn't worry so much about the future and make up things that aren't there...
What if...what if there would be no more Tori tours? No more new Tori music? Sometimes these thoughts creep into my mind and leave me upset and sad. Cause they are no welcoming thoughts at all.
The thought of not having any concert at all anymore, or no more new music is an unbearable thought. And why would I even think those things? Because I read the transcript of the Tori chat this evening. And there was this line, that was something like this: "And when I'm finished with the musical, there might be no more Epic left".
And then of course, there was also this other interview in which she mentioned there would be no more big world tours.
I can understand it all perfectly, surely I can. But...I'm on such a Tori hive these days. Been watching old videos, old performances and...gosh...
She's a part of my life for 11 years. She's been one of the biggest influences on my life. And there is so much I still have to tell her (yet I don't think it would ever happen though...), so much to thank her for. And I'm just not ready to part with it all yet.
And I know nothing is going to happen, but sometimes it just feels like this could be the end of things, and what if it is?
Sometimes I shouldn't think so much. Sometimes I shouldn't worry so much about the future and make up things that aren't there...
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