what happened?
16 August 2007 19:58I got home from work this afternoon. Before I could even enter my garden, I heard loud drilling sounds, and my first reaction was "Not again!". My neighbors are now working on their kitchen, banging walls out.
However...I managed to shake the anxious feeling of me, the anger, the annoyance. I could hear it, but was actually just okay with it. No freak out. I didn't feel the need to cry etc...Which is such a new feeling for me, cause ever since I moved into this house, I would freak out over the tiniest sounds and things. I would dread weekend cause my neighbors might be drilling etc...And now I could just sit on the couch, and watch some TV and before I knew it, they stopped making noise.
I just don't know what happened, what made it change. I don't know what I did. But it just happened. Amazing.
However...I managed to shake the anxious feeling of me, the anger, the annoyance. I could hear it, but was actually just okay with it. No freak out. I didn't feel the need to cry etc...Which is such a new feeling for me, cause ever since I moved into this house, I would freak out over the tiniest sounds and things. I would dread weekend cause my neighbors might be drilling etc...And now I could just sit on the couch, and watch some TV and before I knew it, they stopped making noise.
I just don't know what happened, what made it change. I don't know what I did. But it just happened. Amazing.
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