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What two weeks off can do...it's like...all stress has left my body and soul. I can breathe again, feel again, think again. I can be all me again, and all because of a few weeks off. Imagine what I would have been like if I didn't get so many weeks off a year. I would have been dead by now.
Can't believe working is taking so much energy from me. But it is.
I just feel free again, and happy. It's like someone opened a window and fresh air is filling the room. I can just do whatever the fuck I want to do, without having to think about this or that. It's just such a great feeling. <3