It is a shame I mean I completely understand even down to the cooking part. I like to take part in eating and less in preparation. lol. But it seems like everyone around us is out for your breakdown. I feel that way all the time like there isn't a person on this planet who even could understand the inner lockings of my mind. Everyone's mind is different I don't care how much you have in common with someone everyone is a different kind of person. And some people are just narrow, they think everyone needs to be one way and since they didn't expirience the same feelings as you have than why should it bother? Well I think it bothers, I think our imaginations are becoming less and less these days and more set on ways that draw us back from being ourselves. I never had to worry about what my friends thought or had to feel guilty or anxious over my every word when I was sitting in my group of friends, my circle of friends. I was safe there, I was less tainted by the real world and all that society did not have to offer, life was as tough as they said it would be. But no one prepares you for feeling isolated from letting the real you out, the one who used to have a voice when it counted. It can be so hard sometimes.
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Date: 8/8/04 19:59 (UTC)