Today, after school I went to shop for camp groceries with a colleague of mine. She asked me to do it with her, and I said yes. But of course I had erased the whole ALDI hell experience out of my brain.
Doing groceries for let's say 120 people is no fun, let alone when you do them at this ALDI store which is SO cramped. We weren't there for 5 minutes and already I wanted to kick all those people. It's so cramped there, that the cash register lines are all the way down the aisles. And then all those boxes that are put in the middle of the aisle.
It took us a good hour before we got everything we needed and also payed and by that time I was extremely moody and bitchy.
We then had to go to a normal supermarket for some small things and gosh...the SPACE.
I love ALDI stuff, really, I do, but they just put their stuff everywhere, everyone decides to do their grocery shopping on a Wednesday afternoon and it's just too much, lol
Something else: Tori concert this Sunday. Gonna go camping the day after, so....
Still not too sure I wanna go to the meet and greet. Got nothing to give to Tori, got nothing to say and well...last tour, when I did meet her it was...awkward...
Maybe if Inge goes, then...
I can't believe I'm not all excited about the concert etc...somehow my emotions seem to be so weak these days. Ah well...we'll see, we'll see.
Final thing: had my weekly meeting with my mom yesterday and we all of sudden talked about the subject me and being overweight. I cried and told her that all my life people had told me I was too fat, and that she did too and that it had hurt me in so many ways. And that it now has become an obsession, that I have no self-esteem at all, that I feel weak etc...It was good to talk about it. Cause I've always been in denial about it towards her. Told her I didn't care, while in fact I did.
Still a long way to go, but at least we talked about it.
Doing groceries for let's say 120 people is no fun, let alone when you do them at this ALDI store which is SO cramped. We weren't there for 5 minutes and already I wanted to kick all those people. It's so cramped there, that the cash register lines are all the way down the aisles. And then all those boxes that are put in the middle of the aisle.
It took us a good hour before we got everything we needed and also payed and by that time I was extremely moody and bitchy.
We then had to go to a normal supermarket for some small things and gosh...the SPACE.
I love ALDI stuff, really, I do, but they just put their stuff everywhere, everyone decides to do their grocery shopping on a Wednesday afternoon and it's just too much, lol
Something else: Tori concert this Sunday. Gonna go camping the day after, so....
Still not too sure I wanna go to the meet and greet. Got nothing to give to Tori, got nothing to say and well...last tour, when I did meet her it was...awkward...
Maybe if Inge goes, then...
I can't believe I'm not all excited about the concert etc...somehow my emotions seem to be so weak these days. Ah well...we'll see, we'll see.
Final thing: had my weekly meeting with my mom yesterday and we all of sudden talked about the subject me and being overweight. I cried and told her that all my life people had told me I was too fat, and that she did too and that it had hurt me in so many ways. And that it now has become an obsession, that I have no self-esteem at all, that I feel weak etc...It was good to talk about it. Cause I've always been in denial about it towards her. Told her I didn't care, while in fact I did.
Still a long way to go, but at least we talked about it.
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