le sigh

Today was hell day. Got up with a headache and also had a blister in my mouth which hurt. This morning at school the kids were annoying as fuck and at one point I got so angry with them. I sometimes wonder what made me become a teacher, seriously. Sometimes I just don't have any kind of patience.
Then this afternoon we had carnival at school, which is horrible, really. I had to entertain the kids for like 2 hours, and the kids I teach this year are LOUD and can't hold there breath for like 2 seconds. I was exhausted afterwards.
This weekend I've got 3 friends coming over and I'm not looking forward to it AT all. I just want to have a normal, quiet weekend actually, without the need to entertain everybody. One of my friends just doesn't like any kind of food, so it was hell buying something she might like. And I'm sure she doesn't like what I bought, but whatever then.
Then we most likely will have a deep conversation during the weekend which I'm not looking forward to either. I just want everyone to shut up and leave. But it's a bit late to cancel everything, so I have to put on happy face again.
Gosh, the though of it alone is giving me an extra headache...