I just did something scary

[prettygoodyear]

My parents and sister came over to my place for a cup of coffee, and well, for the first time ever I started opening myself up to them. I had printed out two of my livejournal entries, and just shared it with them. I read to them the one about me being such a dreamer. I translated it of course, cause they are not really that well on English, but I just shared it with them. It was the most scary thing for me to do, but I can't take it back anymore. I also told them that for a while, I write down my thoughts etc...in English. It may not sound like a big deal to anyone, but to me it was. Cause I've never allowed them to enter my world. I would normally never tell them what keeps me busy etc..etc...And now I just opened myself up to them. Not much, just a little bit. But still, I was able to show them a little bit of the real me. And it was scary to do, and it still feels weird, but I was able to do it. Wow...I've accomplished something...And even though I still feel a bit weird about it, it makes me feel good as well :)